black heart

im sitting near the window
watching the world die while listening to my favorite song
tears of blood streaming down my face
you may have left me but you still have my heart
these tears are the statement of my pain
it's getting hard to breathe,getting hatd to see
the feelings are becoming numb,all the pain fading
so stay sweetly numb, maintain lifeless love
lover,i am loveless
all my friends and i toast to health and suicide
it drips with blood as red as his eyes
as deep as the darkened abyss and for that moment
i realize i have nothing left
it's hard to say that i was wrong
it's hard to say i miss
since you've been gone it's not the same
i remember pain and i remember light
i look at myself and i remember death
since when have angels dared to even shine their halos
here in my darkness my black heart