hopeless

how can i over come to this sadness?
can you teach me how to live?
here i am standing in a cold and dark room
watching my heart bleeding and hanging on the ceiling
i want to hold it and get it back but i can't
i feel so numb and i can't see anything clearly
because of these tears blocking my sight
im longing for your touch,your kiss and your love
i feel so hopeless
this anguish inside me grows bigger
and agony is always at my side.
your smile,your touch,your kiss,your love makes me feel good.
but i think i can't feel that anymore
because im trapped in darkness waiting for my demise to come
cause ive been so stupid,weak and vulnerable
im a big fat loser! and you're the winner!
i hope you will pay a visit on my wake and take a look at my romantic coffin
and hoping for you to cry as you bury me on the ground.